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you know it's killing me
can we fill the space between the emptiness in everything without a simple song to sing i know you would give anything to make it all feel good again we find ourselves in the same place we can't fake it if this is the end i see myself in the distance is anything different or is it pretend can we pretend the dance isn't done and the feeling's the same this is the last one i say the dance isn't done and the feeling's the same this is the last one i say but that's a promise i'll break all i need's a little hope to make it like it was before it's pouring down rain all over my face again we find ourselves in the same place like a broken record stuck when it spins take us back to the old days if anything frozen could ever bend we would pretend can we pretend the dance isn't done and the feeling's the same this is the last one i say the dance isn't done and the feeling's the same this is the last one i say but that's a promise i'll break
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funny how the thoughts disappear
after a few beers a glass of wine we're having a good time having a good time having a good time still waiting for you here and after all these years remind you what it's like to be having a good time having a good time don't need no lipstick on for you to sing this song talking 'bout the real thing baby are you listening looking at the real thing darling yeah party at the real place you can wear your real face you don't have to see straight it's okay at the real place having a good time at the real place having a good time climbing up the ladder been drinking for hours and hours release the chatter in our heads a round of drinks for all our friends/ (originally: we won't stop drinking till we're dead) yeah yeah woo-hoo having a good time woo-hoo having a good time woo-hoo having a good time woo-hoo ooh yeah talking 'bout the real thing baby are you listening looking at the real thing darling yeah party at the real place you can wear your real face you don't have to see straight it's okay at the real place having a good time at the real place having a good time it's nice to not be alone or staring at you through the phone maybe i could hold your hand cause i'm thinking that you'll understand if we're in the real place you and i can celebrate we got no more time to waste darling yeah talking 'bout the real thing baby are you listening looking at the real thing darling yeah party at the real place you can wear your real face you don't have to see straight it's okay at the real place having a good time at the real place having a good time at the real place having a good time
looking for an invitation
cause my mind wants a vacation from the state that it's been in living in a fiction baby fairytale of a past life wanted us to last but i was in a different state now it's too late to go back you and i know that it's too late too late too late to go back and i and i and i know that it's too late too late too late to go back and i i- i know that living in a fiction baby i'm in a different state it's not the same but it's all okay yeah don't want it to be true i was crazy for you don't wanna be looking for an invitation my mind wants a vacation from the state that it's been in living in a fiction baby addicted to the daydream fairytale of a past life wanted us to last but i was in a different state now it's too late to go back you and i know that it's too late too late too late to go back and i and i (you) and i know that it's too late too late too late to go back and i i- i know that (living) in a fiction baby I've been living off of memories
I've been trying to feel your energy even though you're not with me physically you're making your way into my dreams we've got all these unresolved things call 'em feelings well I've been feeling like my world is getting quiet living without you don't know why I had to try it why did I doubt you if only I had listened we wouldn't have this distance we could be burning incense instead of burning bridges yeah ah yeah ah ah ah ah yeah ah yeah ah ah ah ah Los Angeles is on fire again and I said goodbye to all my friends but I kept you hanging by a thread said that I'd come back but I don't know when yet and my world is getting quiet living without you don't know why I had to try it why did I doubt you if only I had listened we wouldn't have this distance we could be burning incense instead of burning bridges yeah ah yeah ah ah ah ah yeah ah yeah ah ah ah ah maybe it's too late maybe I am wrong maybe we'll be safe maybe it's not gone maybe I can build myself back up and be someone you want to love cause I don't wanna keep burning bridges yeah ah yeah ah ah ah ah yeah ah yeah ah ah ah ah
you still have my heart
i'm a shell of a woman just a chest with no heart just a head with no mind i am hollow inside dress me up just enough make me thin tilt my chin i'll be your doll if you want i'll be tall or be small if you want if you want i'm still standing here feeling kind of weird just watching crowds moving busily staring at me enviously i don't understand i'm a mannequin man i can't i can't live live like this all i know is emptiness empty this display and throw me away i'm a mess i'm dirty i've been tested and scuffed up can't protest cause i can't talk oh please you just like to mock me i'm still standing here feeling kind of weird just watching crowds moving busily staring at me enviously i don't understand i'm a mannequin man i can't i can't live live like this all i know is emptiness empty this display and throw me away all i know is emptiness empty this display throw me away mannequin
remember how we used to play outside
till the sun would hide behind the trees we'd write jokes as we spoke make everything rhyme laugh until we were weak those are the memories we'll hold onto while we search for somewhere else to belong to we dream of a day when we could get away go back to the place where life was play we know in our souls we'll never grow old don't want to let this go but we didn't know our paths are parting our lives are slowly starting to take shape but we liked our lines curved before we heard we had to change and make them straight just do what we're told take the mold of those who lead but they don't seem to understand what we really need we dream of a day when we could get away go back to the place where life was play we know in our souls we'll never grow old don't want to let this go but we didn't know didn't know we didn't know didn't know we'd dream of a day when we could get away go back to the place where life was play we know in our souls we'll never grow old don't want to let this go but we didn't know
i'm tired of
spending everyday wondering which way to go i've been looking up i've been looking out i don't know about this road i'm on it and it's too late i'm worrying worrying i can't do anything to change this i can't do anything to change this there's gotta be purpose purpose for me there's gotta be purpose purpose for you we will find if we open up our minds then we'll see there is clear purpose purpose for we aren't you tired of getting hung up feeling unloved being stuck being stuck can't live in the past gotta make it last this is life we have we have we can do anything and change is the only thing that never changes there's gotta be purpose purpose for me there's gotta be purpose purpose for you we will find if we open up our minds then we'll see there is clear purpose purpose for we
i got a fire in me now
light me up and watch me burn it down ooh you been saying the same things for so long and i've been waiting for my moment to prove you wrong so here we go i let go let go ooh don't want to fight you no point in trying to move so i let go i let go all i have's the echo of you all i have's the echo of in your mind i'm so behind where i should be you act like i am blind to seeing truth but in my mind there's still time to find myself in me somewhere hiding inside of my youth so here we go i let go let go ooh don't want to fight you no point in trying to move so i let go i let go all i have's the echo of you all i have's the echo of
i wanna lay here
let the sun beat down on me forget the world i see forget it all just wanna lay here underneath this lonely tree give it some company forgive it all we all make mistakes i know just open up your gates and go let yourself be free let love in and just be while the world around us might be falling apart we gotta start to love more love life love you love me love everybody then we will see how to be happy i wanna stay here till the sun decides to leave forget the memories forget it all just wanna stay here right beside the rolling sea give it some company forgive it all we all make mistakes i know just open up your gates and go let yourself be free let love in and just be while the world around us might be falling apart we gotta start to love more love life love you love me love everybody then we will see how to be happy
now i finally feel
like i am myself and i'm starting to see that it's okay to be like no one else accepting is the first step to truth rejecting was the only thing i knew before you it's hard sometimes when we think about the past but you keep me present wanna make this moment last i know this will last with you i'm me with you i'm free with you i'll be with you oh, oh with you oh, oh you know what i mean you hear my soul sing when i'm looking at you my mind forgets every other little thing you take me as i am and hold me with your hands we can't wait to make our plans it's hard sometimes when we think about the past but you keep me present wanna make this moment last i know this will last with you i'm me with you i'm free with you i'll be with you oh, oh with you oh, oh |
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