drowning

lazy days
of the summer
make me wonder
am I living my life the
way that I wanna
or am I just wasting my time
with you
with you on my mind
you on my mind

when you take a dive
into the water
it's always harder
to see what's outside 

I'm in too deep
​I've been losing sleep
kicking and screaming
hoping that someone would see me

drowning
drowning
drowning
under you

take a seat
by the ocean
take a sip
of the potion that I mixed for you
you're gonna wish you never knew
all that I had to go through

to get to the surface
to find out my purpose
wasn't it worth it
and do I deserve this

drowning
drowning
drowning
over you

still feels like I'm drowning
still feels like I'm drowning
feels like I'm drowning
still feels like I'm drowning
still feels like I'm drowning
drowning
​without you