safe when i'm inside
but as soon as i step outside the city eats me alive pretty palm trees from afar i picture me playing my guitar but it's been weeks been months been years all i need is fresh air natural light how did that become so freakin hard to find stuck on the inside stuck on the inside trying not to cry they don't understand why i'm stuck on the inside riding in your car down broken boulevard you have my head my heart my scars three hours on the train's getting harder in this rain i don't wanna feel insane but i do all i need is fresh air natural light how did that become so freakin hard to find stuck on the inside stuck on the inside trying not to cry they don't understand why i'm stuck on the inside of my of my mind can i get to you wanna be with you wanna be with you wanna be cannot get to you wanna be with you wanna be with you wanna be can i get to you wanna be with you wanna be with you wanna be whoa stuck on the inside, whoa stuck on the inside, whoa trying not to cry they don't understand why can't i get to you wanna be with you but i'm stuck on the inside, whoa
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i'm a shell
of a woman just a chest with no heart just a head with no mind i am hollow inside dress me up just enough make me thin tilt my chin i'll be your doll if you want i'll be tall or be small if you want if you want i'm still standing here feeling kind of weird just watching crowds moving busily staring at me enviously i don't understand i'm a mannequin man i can't i can't live live like this all i know is emptiness empty this display and throw me away i'm a mess i'm dirty i've been tested and scuffed up can't protest cause i can't talk oh please you just like to mock me i'm still standing here feeling kind of weird just watching crowds moving busily staring at me enviously i don't understand i'm a mannequin man i can't i can't live live like this all i know is emptiness empty this display and throw me away all i know is emptiness living on display till you throw me away remember how we used to play outside
till the sun would hide behind the trees we'd write jokes as we spoke make everything rhyme laugh until we were weak those are the memories we'll hold onto while we search for somewhere to belong to we dream of a day when we can get away go back to the place where life was play we know in our souls we'll never grow old don't want to let this go but we didn't know our paths are parting our lives are slowly starting to take shape but we liked our lines curved before we heard we had to change and make them straight those are the memories while we search for somewhere to belong to we dream of a day when we can get away go back to the place where life was play we know in our souls we'll never grow old don't want to let this go but we didn't know we just didn't know we didn't we just didn't no we didn't we just didn't know we didn't know didn't know yet we'd dream of a day when we could get away go back to the place where life was play we know in our souls we'll never grow old don't want to let this go but we didn't know i'm tired of
spending everyday wondering which way to go i've been looking up i've been looking out i don't know about this road i'm on it and it's too late i'm worrying worrying i can't do anything to change this i can't do anything to change this there's gotta be purpose purpose for me there's gotta be purpose purpose for you we will find if we open up our minds then we'll see there is clear purpose purpose for we aren't you tired of getting hung up feeling unloved being stuck being stuck can't live in the past gotta make it last this is life we have we have we can do anything and change is the only thing that never changes there's gotta be purpose purpose for me there's gotta be purpose purpose for you we will find if we open up our minds then we'll see there is clear purpose purpose for we i got a fire in me now
light me up and watch me burn it down ooh you been saying the same things for so long and i've been waiting for my moment to prove you wrong so here we go i let go let go ooh don't want to fight you no point in trying to move so i let go i let go all i have's the echo of you all i have's the echo of in your mind i'm so behind where i should be you act like i am blind to seeing truth but in my mind there's still time to find myself in me somewhere hiding inside of my youth so here we go i let go let go ooh don't want to fight you no point in trying to move so i let go i let go all i have's the echo of you all i have's the echo of i wanna lay here
let the sun beat down on me forget the world i see forget it all just wanna lay here underneath this lonely tree give it some company forgive it all we all make mistakes i know just open up your gates and go let yourself be free let love in and just be while the world around us might be falling apart we gotta start to love more love life love you love me love everybody then we will see how to be happy i wanna stay here till the sun decides to leave forget the memories forget it all just wanna stay here right beside the rolling sea give it some company forgive it all we all make mistakes i know just open up your gates and go let yourself be free let love in and just be while the world around us might be falling apart we gotta start to love more love life love you love me love everybody then we will see how to be happy now i finally feel
like i am myself and i'm starting to see that it's okay to be like no one else accepting is the first step to truth rejecting was the only thing i knew before you i'd fight the world before you it's hard sometimes when we think about the past but you keep me present wanna make this moment last i know this will last with you i'm me with you i'm free with you i'll be with you oh, oh with you oh, oh you know what i mean you hear my soul sing when i'm looking at you my mind forgets every other little thing i taste what your love can bring you take me as i am and hold me with your hands we can't wait to make our plans it's hard sometimes when we think about the past but you keep me present wanna make this moment last i know this will last with you i'm me with you i'm free with you i'll be with you oh, oh with you oh, oh time slowing
clock showing wind blowing not knowing where we are take me far away today no way to say i cannot explain why to wish when all four numbers on the clock are the same but here it is one one one one can it wait till i'm done cause i am wishing at 11:11 can someone hear me somewhere in heaven whenever it says 11:11 wishes come true if we let them light glowing thoughts flowing wind blowing i'm going where am i can i fly away today no way, jose i cannot explain why to wish when all four numbers on the clock are the same but here it is one one one one can it wait till i'm done cause i am wishing at 11:11 can someone hear me somewhere in heaven whenever it says 11:11 wishes come true if we let them maybe telling your wish could make it come true cause if you keep it inside what good does that do can't expect things to just come to you by fate so what now just sit there and wait by then it might be too late i cannot explain why to wish when all four numbers on the clock are the same but here it is one one one one can it wait till i'm done cause i am wishing at 11:11 can someone hear me somewhere in heaven whenever it says 11:11 wishes come true if we let them |
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